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Ok, this is not me. But this is the man I wanted to marry when I was a teenager. John Taylor...you know, Duran Duran, The Powerstation. You rock, John T.
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by Sapphires_n_jades
Age: 36  Sex: F

336 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Happy Birthday my girls!!! 27/08/2008 03:29 GMT
2 life 19/08/2008 11:19 GMT
3 hanging in there 25/07/2008 11:31 GMT
4 whats the point 08/06/2008 05:04 GMT
5 whats the point 08/06/2008 05:04 GMT
6 Livermore 22/05/2008 10:25 GMT
7 lots and lots of stuff 09/05/2008 09:08 GMT
8 Sunburn in april? Whod've thunk? 10/04/2008 11:40 GMT
9 adjusting 04/04/2008 12:42 GMT
10 March, beautiful March 13/03/2008 11:06 GMT
11 Today is another day 28/02/2008 09:41 GMT
12 just wondering. 26/02/2008 07:46 GMT
13 remorse 16/02/2008 12:52 GMT
14 just another day 16/02/2008 02:48 GMT
15 adjusting to the fast lane life. 13/02/2008 10:51 GMT
16 a truly new beginning 28/01/2008 12:44 GMT
17 update 25/01/2008 09:04 GMT
18 a bit of relief 16/01/2008 01:30 GMT
19 how many times? 14/01/2008 12:10 GMT
20 denial/defeat 08/01/2008 11:52 GMT
21 feeling a little bit better now 07/01/2008 10:21 GMT
22 Hardin 06/01/2008 10:08 GMT
23 ANYONE FROM MISSOULA? 03/01/2008 11:30 GMT
24 decision made 02/01/2008 09:18 GMT
25 confessions 31/12/2007 10:35 GMT
26 when will it stop? 27/12/2007 04:34 GMT
27 Thank you, Eddie Vedder 25/12/2007 02:00 GMT
28 safety 23/12/2007 01:31 GMT
29 another drive by shooting 17/12/2007 11:12 GMT
30 emptiness 16/12/2007 11:44 GMT
31 singing or something like that. 16/12/2007 02:35 GMT
32 far away 15/12/2007 08:41 GMT
33 morbid thoughts, morbid feelings. 14/12/2007 01:03 GMT
34 psychiatric ward???? almost. 08/12/2007 12:45 GMT
35 Thanksgiving special 24/11/2007 02:21 GMT
36 you WILL NOT break us 09/11/2007 09:04 GMT
37 haters 04/11/2007 03:53 GMT
38 alls well 02/11/2007 08:07 GMT
39 upheaval 08/10/2007 07:40 GMT
40 N/A 20/09/2007 01:13 GMT
41 the cove 16/09/2007 10:44 GMT
42 N/A 14/09/2007 10:36 GMT
43 N/A 10/09/2007 10:13 GMT
44 Seacliff 08/09/2007 12:09 GMT
45 lonesome 07/09/2007 09:50 GMT
46 beautiful mountains... 06/09/2007 01:07 GMT
47 N/A 05/09/2007 11:47 GMT
48 Always drama 28/08/2007 10:57 GMT
49 work n stuff 15/08/2007 06:07 GMT
50 I'm sick 14/08/2007 01:30 GMT
51 procrastination...thats me. 09/08/2007 08:52 GMT
52 Mental health vacation 04/08/2007 09:59 GMT
53 35w bridge collapse 02/08/2007 11:10 GMT
54 life 31/07/2007 10:12 GMT
55 N/A 23/07/2007 01:02 GMT
56 fit hit the shan 22/07/2007 03:05 GMT
57 Still waiting........ 23/06/2007 10:07 GMT
58 I lost it......emotional breakdown 17/06/2007 03:51 GMT
59 Let me slash my wrists 16/06/2007 12:39 GMT
60 Letter to Kris 16/06/2007 02:39 GMT
61 sooooooooooo tired again 15/06/2007 05:08 GMT
62 N/A 11/06/2007 03:25 GMT
63 Bipolar 10/06/2007 09:26 GMT
64 sliding 09/06/2007 09:13 GMT
65 turning points 08/06/2007 02:18 GMT
66 what i am is what i am 07/06/2007 03:25 GMT
67 gratitude 01/06/2007 05:10 GMT
68 hell week over 31/05/2007 03:08 GMT
69 I keep stumbling 25/05/2007 01:36 GMT
70 picking myself up 23/05/2007 08:06 GMT
71 Crazy dayz 22/05/2007 07:58 GMT
72 Life is looking up 11/05/2007 02:40 GMT
73 am i crazy yet? 01/05/2007 01:01 GMT
74 Spring mornings 26/04/2007 09:08 GMT
75 Business as usual 25/04/2007 12:27 GMT
76 better days 24/04/2007 10:33 GMT
77 wtf? 23/04/2007 09:31 GMT
78 Condolences to community Blacksburg 17/04/2007 08:54 GMT
79 me 14/04/2007 01:08 GMT
80 lack of belonging. 12/04/2007 01:19 GMT
81 emptiness 09/04/2007 08:59 GMT
82 bizzy biznezz 06/04/2007 12:06 GMT
83 weight issues back again 26/03/2007 02:07 GMT
84 posting 16/03/2007 01:49 GMT
85 Dreams 14/03/2007 02:43 GMT
86 just thought I'd update 05/03/2007 11:14 GMT
87 life 22/02/2007 12:33 GMT
88 N/A 19/02/2007 12:27 GMT
89 fading away 09/02/2007 01:16 GMT
90 80 mgs of prozac??? YOU NUTS? 08/02/2007 12:05 GMT
91 i'm f***ing sick of everything 06/02/2007 01:18 GMT
92 prozac 04/02/2007 12:43 GMT
93 life sucks 01/02/2007 10:32 GMT
94 Take me away 26/01/2007 08:39 GMT
95 From the pits of hell 24/01/2007 12:02 GMT
96 depression 20/01/2007 12:56 GMT
97 reminiscence, nostalgia 19/01/2007 01:15 GMT
98 house hunting. 16/01/2007 03:03 GMT
99 wow 14/01/2007 10:47 GMT
100 smiling 11/01/2007 01:52 GMT
101 life 04/01/2007 09:24 GMT
102 pits of depression 02/01/2007 05:14 GMT
103 desire 01/01/2007 10:50 GMT
104 In a valley 31/12/2006 09:54 GMT
105 getting back on track 30/12/2006 12:59 GMT
106 N/A 27/12/2006 11:46 GMT
107 My appointment 20/12/2006 11:54 GMT
108 samples 17/12/2006 10:40 GMT
109 cake #2 16/12/2006 12:15 GMT
110 more cakes 16/12/2006 02:52 GMT
111 drunk driver wrecked my sleep 15/12/2006 12:47 GMT
112 the ugliness inside 12/12/2006 12:46 GMT
113 icky slow day 12/12/2006 10:15 GMT
114 N/A 10/12/2006 11:41 GMT
115 my first cake 09/12/2006 12:22 GMT
116 anger 08/12/2006 12:17 GMT
117 feeling stupid 08/12/2006 10:15 GMT
118 business 05/12/2006 09:15 GMT
119 80% 03/12/2006 10:18 GMT
120 OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH 29/11/2006 10:27 GMT
121 Still no sign of the baby boys 25/11/2006 10:47 GMT
122 f***ing depression 23/11/2006 11:32 GMT
123 taking off like a tornado 22/11/2006 01:14 GMT
124 depression 19/11/2006 12:22 GMT
125 accountability 17/11/2006 08:01 GMT
126 YUCK 16/11/2006 12:49 GMT
127 N/A 14/11/2006 02:39 GMT
128 N/A 11/11/2006 11:04 GMT
129 frustrated 04/11/2006 04:28 GMT
130 affirmations: Anger and forgiveness 02/11/2006 02:07 GMT
131 goals 01/11/2006 02:33 GMT
132 Definitely have to work on these.... 30/10/2006 09:21 GMT
133 N/A 29/10/2006 11:52 GMT
134 moments of insecurity 25/10/2006 07:36 GMT
135 a roller coaster called emotion. 19/10/2006 07:21 GMT
136 Normalcy? HA!! 15/10/2006 07:16 GMT
137 I'm all f***ed up. 14/10/2006 09:18 GMT
138 a major breakthrough...woo hoo. 05/10/2006 08:10 GMT
139 what Dreams May Come 17/09/2006 11:04 GMT
140 N/A 14/09/2006 07:55 GMT
141 still smoke free 11/09/2006 11:44 GMT
142 in the bakery 11/09/2006 10:45 GMT
143 day 8, 180 hours smoke free 09/09/2006 09:34 GMT
144 day 6, 145 hours smoke free 07/09/2006 11:05 GMT
145 day 4 and counting, smoke free 05/09/2006 08:49 GMT
146 chronic bronchitis 01/09/2006 12:33 GMT
147 RIP Buddy, i love you and always will 01/09/2006 01:40 GMT
148 today 30/08/2006 12:06 GMT
149 N/A 28/08/2006 04:05 GMT
150 Letting go of the bad.........God help me. 24/08/2006 01:15 GMT
151 wrecking the ozone???? 17/08/2006 11:15 GMT
152 I did it!!! I started my w/o program again. 15/08/2006 11:29 GMT
153 finding myself again and again and again 14/08/2006 11:10 GMT
154 N/A 09/08/2006 01:12 GMT
155 depressed in a bad way 04/08/2006 01:54 GMT
156 blasts from the past 03/08/2006 05:21 GMT
157 old feelings....letting go 28/07/2006 01:48 GMT
158 pitbull terror 27/07/2006 08:03 GMT
159 Open Range 25/07/2006 11:34 GMT
160 STILL SICK 19/07/2006 09:25 GMT
161 still sick 17/07/2006 11:31 GMT
162 I'm sick = ( 16/07/2006 10:32 GMT
163 Down 14/07/2006 12:17 GMT
164 Buttons 14/07/2006 11:12 GMT
165 every breath you take 13/07/2006 02:16 GMT
166 My nieces 11/07/2006 01:27 GMT
167 land of the dead 10/07/2006 06:49 GMT
168 White Noise 07/07/2006 01:11 GMT
169 OUR independence day 05/07/2006 12:19 GMT
170 Boondock Saints 01/07/2006 11:13 GMT
171 I'm here. 30/06/2006 03:26 GMT
172 fricken fracken kids........oooooohhhhh 22/06/2006 01:07 GMT
173 @ moms again 21/06/2006 09:00 GMT
174 A few good men 19/06/2006 11:43 GMT
175 Thirteen Ghosts 18/06/2006 10:12 GMT
176 f***IN ATV's 17/06/2006 11:13 GMT
177 Grandma's Boy Unrated 16/06/2006 10:07 GMT
178 pirates of the carribean: the curse of the....... 15/06/2006 02:01 GMT
179 Angel Eyes 13/06/2006 04:10 GMT
180 The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen 12/06/2006 09:13 GMT
181 Hulk/Dirty 11/06/2006 10:34 GMT
182 Pump up the Volume 09/06/2006 07:25 GMT
183 The Devil's Rejects 08/06/2006 07:03 GMT
184 running scared 07/06/2006 04:23 GMT
185 Hostel 05/06/2006 02:08 GMT
186 stopping to smell the roses 03/06/2006 07:16 GMT
187 Cold Mountain 03/06/2006 04:16 GMT
188 chronicles of narnia 01/06/2006 05:48 GMT
189 N/A 30/05/2006 10:32 GMT
190 another beautiful day 28/05/2006 11:37 GMT
191 Today's the big family getaway 27/05/2006 02:42 GMT
192 Sturgis 26/05/2006 01:03 GMT
193 Headstart graduation day. 25/05/2006 03:09 GMT
194 just another day 24/05/2006 11:41 GMT
195 can ya feel the love???lol 23/05/2006 11:15 GMT
196 my trip to Brainerd, MN 22/05/2006 12:26 GMT
197 Shootings.........i'm a 3 time veteran 21/05/2006 12:27 GMT
198 workout recap 20/05/2006 05:32 GMT
199 on th lighter side of things........ 19/05/2006 10:22 GMT
200 my dad was a drunken molesting, no good deadbeat 18/05/2006 05:06 GMT
201 what a gorgeous day!!! 16/05/2006 08:26 GMT
202 Still icky and rainy 15/05/2006 07:44 GMT
203 Happy mothers day 14/05/2006 11:59 GMT
204 thank you 13/05/2006 07:57 GMT
205 missin you 12/05/2006 04:53 GMT
206 looked in the mirror 2day and said...what a bitch 11/05/2006 06:42 GMT
207 OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 11/05/2006 01:44 GMT
208 To smoke 09/05/2006 11:56 GMT
209 To smoke or not to smoke? 09/05/2006 11:34 GMT
210 Pink 07/05/2006 07:42 GMT
211 was a good day 05/05/2006 10:10 GMT
212 Everybody Hurts 05/05/2006 01:03 GMT
213 I'd rather die than be fat 03/05/2006 11:49 GMT
214 A different day 24/04/2006 11:29 GMT
215 aaaaaaaaah...home sweet home 21/04/2006 02:48 GMT
216 Hurry up baby...I wanna come home 20/04/2006 10:23 GMT
217 Whatever happened to safe haven? 19/04/2006 02:34 GMT
218 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18/04/2006 06:48 GMT
219 R & R 18/04/2006 06:48 GMT
220 Happy Easter 18/04/2006 06:45 GMT
221 The last couple boring days 13/04/2006 12:01 GMT
222 Ain't gettin any younger 03/04/2006 10:45 GMT
223 workin it baby 02/04/2006 01:57 GMT
224 its a married f***in life 01/04/2006 01:43 GMT
225 Changes of life or life changes? 28/03/2006 10:45 GMT
226 I am a traitor 28/03/2006 04:28 GMT
227 been a long time....friends 21/09/2005 10:53 GMT
228 scared 19/03/2004 01:59 GMT
229 Just to let you know.... 31/08/2003 13:34 GMT
230 To all the faithful ones to me here.... 31/07/2003 00:37 GMT
231 Checking in 27/07/2003 23:39 GMT
232 my kids 08/07/2003 23:28 GMT
233 Dearest children 08/07/2003 00:05 GMT
234 alone n lonely 02/07/2003 10:38 GMT
235 just when you think it's going to get easier.... 01/07/2003 20:07 GMT
236 I'm running out of titles for entries 30/06/2003 02:51 GMT
237 intuition or pregnant intuition... 26/06/2003 09:44 GMT
238 I am, therefore I must be...or must I? 22/06/2003 02:23 GMT
239 Things i can't tell you 22/06/2003 02:10 GMT
240 letters to my husband....... 16/06/2003 03:58 GMT
241 time out for appreciation.... 10/06/2003 11:49 GMT
242 Now I'm pissed... 09/06/2003 06:22 GMT
243 thinking about thinking.... 09/06/2003 04:55 GMT
244 rainy day blahs 06/06/2003 19:21 GMT
245 Sleepless in Minnesota 04/06/2003 05:13 GMT
246 the blob 28/05/2003 01:22 GMT
247 My Own Prison 18/05/2003 01:22 GMT
248 Another day.....another day 14/05/2003 23:01 GMT
249 RLS 11/05/2003 04:19 GMT
250 I felt a need to write 02/05/2003 02:15 GMT
251 I'm really a crabby b**** today 26/04/2003 14:46 GMT
252 rare moments.... 26/04/2003 02:35 GMT
253 I slipped.... 18/04/2003 01:35 GMT
254 quittin time 17/04/2003 12:20 GMT
255 Life today 09/04/2003 21:52 GMT
256 not so well today 06/04/2003 15:37 GMT
257 felt a need to write 21/03/2003 00:49 GMT
258 Opposition to the war and much more 17/03/2003 22:58 GMT
259 Miss my babies..... 11/03/2003 19:55 GMT
260 just for me 02/02/2003 00:32 GMT
261 to miss it or not to miss it 20/01/2003 00:54 GMT
262 Wonderful Yesterdays 14/01/2003 20:21 GMT
263 my cup runeth over 08/01/2003 22:42 GMT
264 Mondays! 06/01/2003 22:56 GMT
265 Life is good today 04/01/2003 22:24 GMT
266 I'm on a roller coaster called emotional 31/12/2002 17:34 GMT
267 Bringing in the New Year 31/12/2002 08:22 GMT
268 just another day 30/12/2002 02:09 GMT
269 me 27/12/2002 23:37 GMT
270 It's official 27/12/2002 15:58 GMT
271 Life 26/12/2002 01:45 GMT
272 Dilema 23/12/2002 13:31 GMT
273 a day in my life. 21/12/2002 01:30 GMT
274 Wonderful Thursday... 20/12/2002 00:25 GMT
275 All about Monday 18/12/2002 01:04 GMT
276 A Tribute 17/12/2002 11:13 GMT
277 No news is good news.... 16/12/2002 19:21 GMT
278 Special day......... 10/12/2002 16:48 GMT
279 What's wrong with me? 08/12/2002 23:14 GMT
280 Kids.... 07/12/2002 21:53 GMT
281 Is our ship ever going to roll in? 07/12/2002 02:49 GMT
282 (a x b) x (c - d) = Y 05/12/2002 01:16 GMT
283 things often pondered........ 03/12/2002 17:17 GMT
284 I must be clinically f***ing nuts!!! 03/12/2002 02:00 GMT
285 Trust 02/12/2002 17:03 GMT
286 to dance or not to dance 02/12/2002 00:52 GMT
287 wondering.... 30/11/2002 21:34 GMT
288 no regrets 30/11/2002 11:11 GMT
289 Death 30/11/2002 02:12 GMT
290 pondering things 29/11/2002 22:07 GMT
291 hm.......... 28/11/2002 10:57 GMT
292 FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED 27/11/2002 11:00 GMT
293 WELL.....I DID IT - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:48 GMT
294 THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:47 GMT
295 SAME OL SAME OL - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:46 GMT
296 ONE DOWN, ONE TO GO - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:41 GMT
297 JUST ANOTHER DAY - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:40 GMT
298 FOR BUT JUST ONE MOMENT - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:38 GMT
299 THE TRUTH IS - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:36 GMT
300 MEN AREN'T SO STRONG - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:35 GMT
301 FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO KNOW - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:33 GMT
302 ASSESSING THE PROBLEM - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:31 GMT
303 I'M AN ALCOHOLIC - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:30 GMT
304 I'M PISSED OFF TODAY - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:28 GMT
305 ADMISSION...IS IT RIGHT OR ...- SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:25 GMT
306 RAMBLING INCOHERENTLY - SAPPHIRE71_ SAGA 27/11/2002 10:22 GMT
307 a true time out.....11.27.02 27/11/2002 00:56 GMT
308 Time out from the past... - Sapphire71_ saga 27/11/2002 00:50 GMT
309 some more to catch up on - Sapphire71_ saga 27/11/2002 00:39 GMT
310 11.6.99 - Sapphire71_ saga 27/11/2002 00:34 GMT
311 11.5.99 - Sapphire71_ saga 27/11/2002 00:27 GMT